:) Thank you Maggie, I love him so much, not even those posts could sum it up.
And I hope it keeps that pace. It just means that I’m one step closer to seeing you again.
I feel empty and numb. Why did you have to go? You haven’t left my mind for even a split second. I love you so much, and you’re so far away.
This year needs to end. April, please.. please.. come sooner.
it’s hard to put in words what you mean to me. Love just doesn’t properly explain the bond I feel between you and I. I admire your intelligence, but furthermore…”
I couldn’t even finish reading my mom what you wrote me before I broke down into tears. I can’t help it. It never really, truly happened until now. I don’t want you to go. I can’t stop thinking about it. It didn’t feel real until now. Although you were supposed to leave last Friday, when we were at the airport, it didn’t feel like it was going to happen. And it didn’t. But now, it feels like you really are going this time.
I really could use a drink.
Please don’t leave me here in this place. What am I going to do without you here anymore? You made me happy, nobody can do that. And now, 2,056 miles away, I must manage to keep my head held high without you by my side. And I’m scared. Scared to lose what we have. Even when you touch me, I can feel myself breathe easier. I love you. Please, please never forget that.